if sope were a relative


i'd be a lot happier

if i could spell correctly

i wouldn't have so many spelling errors

if everyone's name was


i'd have to change my name or be an outcast

if i hadn't done so many drugs

i wouldn't be writing this and of course

if the flowers can exist, how can i feel the pain

they give off?

its too bad life has to be full of things like


are not there,

yet they are real.